[Chapter 326: To be a tyrant or a gentleman]
Yang Yiyun has a more complicated feeling towards Ouyang Yuqing than any other woman.
This woman has been helping him since he came to Gudu to attend university. From the initial gratitude to the unconscious feelings later, Yang Yiyun has a more and more unclear feeling towards her.
Sometimes he feels that she is a kind teacher, and sometimes he feels that she is like a big sister next door who always gives him warmth. Anyway, Yang Yiyun respects Ouyang Yuqin very much in his heart, and even has an attachment that he himself does not know.
He skipped other teachers’ classes in school, but he did not miss any of Ouyang Yuqin’s classes in four years of university.
Some classmates said some obscene and blasphemous words about her behind her back, which Yang Yiyun could not stand, and even fought with classmates for this.
The relationship with Ouyang Yuqing began when he was in financial difficulties in his freshman year, and she selflessly helped him openly and secretly…
Later, when her ex-husband made things difficult for her, Yang Yiyun helped him out, and the relationship between the two of them went a step further.
Xiao Lele even called him dad. Although it was just a child’s words, Ouyang Yuqing never objected. There was even one time when Yang Yiyun almost crossed the line, but Ouyang Yuqing was not angry.
Since then, Yang Yiyun himself didn’t know that he had already tacitly regarded Ouyang Yuqing as his woman in his heart.
However, she had not contacted him for several months after her business trip. Unexpectedly, she was accompanied by another man tonight.
In fact, after a brief ambiguity between the two, everything was erased by time.
Yang Yiyun thought that this was the case, or maybe Ouyang Yuqing was deliberately avoiding him?
Because he had looked for Ouyang Yuqing twice and called her, and both times she said she was on a business trip.
Now think about it, maybe she was deliberately avoiding herself.
However, Yang Yiyun could also guess a little bit of Ouyang Yuqing’s thoughts. Maybe in her opinion, the difference between him and her was age, plus the relationship between teacher and student?
Thinking of this in his heart, Yang Yiyun continued to drive forward, and the background of Ouyang Yuqing and the man in the rearview mirror gradually faded away.
“Forget it, she has a child, and what she wants is a family, what can I give her?”
Yang Yiyun said to himself while driving.
Indeed, he has a fiancée and two or three women, what can he give to Ouyang Yuqing?
If that man can make her happy, Yang Yiyun will no longer disturb Ouyang Yuqing’s life.
It is impossible to forget her feelings. As long as she can live well, he will be happy.
But can he really be happy?
Yang Yiyun’s mind was a little confused, and he was very upset, and his thoughts were flying around.
Not only did he not comfort himself, but he felt more and more irritated.
Unconsciously, his consciousness seemed to have entered another state, a state that he could not perceive, and his heart was suddenly filled with darkness.
If there were someone around Yang Yiyun at this time, they would notice that his eyes were full of blood and his eyes became empty.
“Boom~”
Suddenly, the car driven by Yang Yiyun hit a car in front of him,
and he rear-ended it without him noticing.
At this moment, the blood in Yang Yiyun’s eyes became more and more intense.
At this time, a faint golden light lit up on his left arm, and a loud shout suddenly came out: “Stinky boy, wake up quickly, you have a demon in your heart, you want to die, wake up~”
“Ah~”
Yang Yiyu roared as if he had a dream, and began to gasp for air. The blood color in his eyes disappeared, and his eyes regained clarity and were no longer empty.
At this time, he understood that he almost followed the footsteps of the old man of the wine fairy and became possessed. Of course, he was different from the old man of the wine fairy. The old man of the wine fairy went astray because of a mistake in practicing. The old man could still control it, but he just had a demon in his heart, which was very dangerous. Once he lost himself, his consciousness would dissipate and he would never wake up again.
If his master Yun Tianxie hadn’t woken him up in time, the consequences would be disastrous.
“You are such a useless fool. A woman has caused you to have inner demons and almost lost your consciousness. What can I say to you?
Isn’t it just that you like a woman? Wouldn’t it be over if you snatched her away? Do you still have to worry about it and cause inner demons to grow?
Remember, you are a cultivator. From the moment you set foot on the path of cultivation, you have gone against the will of heaven. All living beings in the world, all those who can cultivate the Tao, are under the jurisdiction of the Heavenly Dao. Under the Heavenly Dao, no one is allowed to exist beyond ordinary people, and no living beings that break the laws are allowed to appear.
Therefore, the inner demon is a test of the Heavenly Dao that every cultivator must face. It is invisible and intangible, but it exists invisibly. That is why many cultivators have to retreat and practice in seclusion, to refine their hearts in the mortal world, to harden their minds, and some even cut off their emotions. The purpose is to prevent the growth of inner demons.
You are so entangled for a woman, and your mind is open to convenience. Isn’t this courting death?
I have told you before that the master’s inheritance emphasizes a natural state of mind and following one’s heart. Since you like that woman, just grab her and be done with it. Why bother to be so shy and depressed? In the end, the inner demons will grow and you will play yourself to death?
You are a cultivator. To put it bluntly, when you grow up in the future, you will be a god in the eyes of ordinary people. You may even live as long as the heaven and the earth. You are a person who travels across the universe. You are my Yun Tianxie’s last disciple. What can’t you do?
Yes, in the mortal world, you should follow the rules of mortals, but remember, that is only limited to you being able to distinguish between good and evil, not killing innocent people, and not doing things that harm the world.
Besides, do whatever you want. What are you afraid of? Just because of such a trivial matter, your cultivation was destroyed in a single thought because of a woman.
Stupid, stupid, your master has seen that women are your Achilles’ heel. Does your second brother know how many women he has in the world of cultivation? To tell you the truth, he has tens of thousands of women, not to mention the unknown ones. He plays with women for fun, but you play with your life. Why do you take life seriously? Just a few women, why are you so entangled?
Can you be more promising in the future? Will women still be a problem in the world of cultivation? There, there is no marriage law like yours. You can marry hundreds or thousands of women without anyone caring about you, and you don’t have to worry about these problems. But, please don’t play with me. If you die, will your master’s life be at stake? If you like,
just go and grab them. It’s such a simple thing. You are a cultivator, can’t you support a few women? Don’t let your peace of mind be damaged for such a trivial matter. The inner demons are everywhere. If you continue like this, you won’t know how you will die.
Can you be more domineering? In this world, the humblest people die the fastest. Be a tyrant or a gentleman. It’s up to you to choose. “
Master Yun Tianxie’s voice was full of contempt and anger, as if Yang Yiyu had embarrassed him too much.
Yang Yiyu was stunned as he listened to Master Yun Tianxie’s series of non-stop curses, and his mood gradually became cheerful and bright.
Indeed, as the master said, he is no longer an ordinary person now. In addition to not killing innocent people and harming the world, what else in this world can’t he do?
As long as his heart is not bad, he can do anything. It seems that he can do it.
All along, he has never let his thinking jump out of the rules of ordinary people.
Therefore, it is normal for vision and state of mind to be subtly limited.
If you have the ability, why make yourself suffer?
I like Ouyang Yuqing, why can’t I pursue her? Why should I give up to others and add troubles to myself?
The master is right, women are his Achilles’ heel, but unlike the senior brother mentioned by the master, he is not playing, he really likes every woman around him.
So this is his weakness, a fatal weakness.
Now he wants to completely erase this Achilles’ heel weakness.
“Old man, I’ve thought about it. I want to be a overlord, not a gentleman. “
Yang Yiyun said this in his heart and laughed.
Suddenly, he felt his mind clear up and his mood suddenly became cheerful. The ninth level of Qi Refining Stage seemed to make a cracking sound, as if there was a crack.
This was a breakthrough in realm. Although he still hadn’t broken through to the Foundation Establishment Stage, he had an opportunity. Yang Yiyun believed that when he reached the Foundation Establishment Stage, his success rate would be much higher.
At this time, the driver of the car that was hit knocked on the car window. After
all, he had hit someone else’s car, so he should just pay the money and let it go.
(End of this chapter)